I don’t need you to complete me. I want you to share life with me.
Dear one, I know that you are here, and it makes me very
Had a dream i had aids and so it was decided i would die/have a funeral because
i had a terminal illness. was very realistic and right when i saw my coffin i realized i still had
time to take control – wanted to be cremated, wanted to stay alive! so i decided to live and
have a full life.
—> criticism jealousy and fear
“…I married you for your beauty but you
don’t have to be beautiful. I married you of your money in a way, the history of it, piling up
over generations, through world wars. This is not something I need but a little history is nice. The
family retainers. The vintage cellars. Little intimate wine tastings. Spitting merlot together. This
is stupid but nice. The estate-bottled wines. The statuary in the Renaissance garden, beneath the
hilltop villa, among the lemon groves. But you don’t have to be rich.”
“But I’m feeling a change. I’m making a change. Did you look at the
menu? They have green tea ice cream. This is something you might like. People change. I know
what’s important now.”
“For beauty is nothing but the beginning of passionate
terror, which we still are just able to endure,
and we are so awed because it serenely disdains
to annihilate us.